Thursday, May 2, 2024

In the Cities of Sleep: Elizabeth C. Herron


In the Cities of Sleep by Elizabeth Herron
My rating: 5 of 5 stars
 

Art House Gallery on Shattuck Avenue near Ashby hosted another Poetry Flash reading where Elizabeth C. Herron read from In the Cities of Sleep, a moving interplay between her individual perception and love of beings, nature and the world in light of the crushing disparities of climate change, political and social injustice, the humbling infinitude of Creation/ the Cosmos.

I wrote the words “private,” “insignificant” and “infinitely beautiful” in my notebook, not knowing whether they were from one of her poems, my impression of her, or something she said.

The Sonoma County Poet Laureate, she juxtaposed Greta Thunberg’s quote about our “house on fire” in the epigraph with the nursery rhyme “Ladybug, Ladybug, fly away home.” 


The silhouette of a leafless tree before a terrifying orange-red blur on the cover takes on new meaning.

In “Ghost Dance” there are similar paradoxes of

Quiet spaces in the mind
wide as the Great Plains…
In Nebraska and Kansas,
the harvester pitches over acres
pocked for thousands of years
by burrows and warrens that caught the rain
for the Ogallala aquifer…
grinding over the quiet spaces in the mind
of the First Nations…
How will we live
without the quiet
spaces in the mind?


In “Nesting,” reproductive avian behavior balances precariously with
“The mother in her kitchen
unable to avert” the arc of a stray bullet from
“her eleven-year-old daughter;”


with “The mallards… wander
within the slain grass, dazed
by the absence of their nest, the disappearance
of their eggs.”


In her Art House Gallery reading of “Ceremony” I noted: “A threat to all species… a long period of denial…” and “the shift from known identity to no identity to” a place where “new emerge.”

Again, the “Liminal State” where great genius, great wounds and complete transformational leaps are possible. Don’t miss her long poems, and the lovely lines like

“Across the small chaos
of our bed, the cat stretches
one paw toward you, closes his eyes,
and sleeps.”


(Published in “Six Creative! Human! Dynamic! Solutions!” in Knox Book Beat, The Berkeley Times, 21 September, 2023.)
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Beverly Burch: The Latter Days of Eve at Gallery 2727

Latter Days of Eve: Poems

Latter Days of Eve: Poems by Beverly Burch
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Published 25 May 2023 as “Poetic Expressions” in The Berkeley Times, “Knox Book Beat.”


The 2727 Gallery “Multi-Use Event and Program Space, Residential/Studio Space” at 27th and California was a lovely place for Poetry Flash to host a poetry reading for Robert Thomas’ 2023 Sonnets with Two Torches and One Cliff and Beverly Burch’s 2022 Leave Me A Little Want in the early, chilly days of spring.

Both books proved a marvelous delight, but Ms. Burch’s addition of Latter Days of Eve, one of those “left behind” releases of 2019, became a wonderful boon. Taking Back Old: Poetry Celebrating Old Women, 2022, came in the mail and rounded out some of the “almost lost” years of pandemic publishing with Berkeley’s hidden flowerings and roots.

A lot of F2F events in Berkeley “got cancelled” for two years, but that didn’t mean we all stopped writing or wanting to share. So it was fine to munch, raise a glass, schmooze and hear fine, magical words and heartening thoughts and feelings among aficionados of small press poetry and the spoken word.

Beverly Burch’s A Little Want was mostly very good, but her Latter Days of Eve was definitely excellent, and won awards like the John Ciardi Prize for Poetry to prove it.

I have been wondering a lot about women and men, boys and girls; about love, desire, power and control. (like for 55 years or more?) She is a Berkeley psychotherapist (you have my sympathy), and I felt she unsheathed my tough, coarse, protective, snakelike skin as I read her wonderful poems. (“Difficult” mothers and religious upbringings are hard “crosses to bear.”)

So right, so RIGHT! Brava!

Latter Days of Eve, Beverly Burch, 2022 , BkMk Press, University of Missouri-Kansas City.
 

Wonderful Wordsmiths: Thomas, Burch and Welch

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Wanderland Writers in Japan!

Wandering in Japan: The Spirit of Tokyo, Kyoto and Beyond

Wandering in Japan: The Spirit of Tokyo, Kyoto and Beyond by Wanderland Writers
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Editors (and writers) Linda Watanabe McFerrin and Laurie McAndish King have really hit their stride in their Wandering in Japan: The Spirit of Tokyo, Kyoto and Beyond

A nice big volume of travel essays, stories and poems with super photos, prints and painting reproductions, elegant bullet points, helpful glossary and writer biographies.

They “threw out the rules” and included several of their own best pieces among those sometimes covering the exact same locations through the eyes of different writers like veteran travel writers Joanna Biggar, Anne Sigmon and Tania Romanov as well as “visitors” Rob “Tor” Torkildson, Lowry McFerrin and others, with a foreword by Don George.

The variety of tones and viewpoints, often deeply introspective as well as sense-descriptive and detailed, is well-modulated to give a broad view of a culture so unlike America the respect it deserves. We are more influenced by Japan and Asia, especially on the West Coast, than we think.

Highly recommended to both armchair and actual travelers; and an open door to inner and outer evolutions and cultural changes, too.

(Published as “Six Creative! Human! Dynamic! Solutions!” in Knox Book Beat, The Berkeley Times, 21 September, 2023.)
 

It has been an immense comfort and pleasure to read six books filled with original, inspiring, clever and profound observations, images and ruminations on creativity, the arts, humans, world cultures and travel. 


Mary Mackey, Phyllis Grilikhes, Archana Horsting, Elizabeth C. Herron, Linda Watanabe McFerrin, Laurie McAndish King, Alan Bern, Joanna Biggar, Anne Sigmon, Tania Romanov Rob “Tor” Torkildson, Lowry McFerrin and Don George. 


#bookpassage #anthropology #arts #art #dance #rhythm #movement #poetry #writers #creativity #social #humanrelations #peace #travel #japan #kyoto #tokyo

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Creative! Human! Dynamic!

Creativity: Where Poems Begin (Chapter One)

Creativity: Where Poems Begin by Mary Mackey
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Mary Mackey read pieces of Creativity: Where Poems Begin at 2727 Gallery for Poetry Flash. She clearly describes that pre-literate, not-very verbal state of pure being, emotion, reminiscence and physical sensation poetry buds from with miraculous accuracy. I’ve been writing poems for 60 years now, graduated from a MFA program etc. etc., but never heard the practice explained with such elegant simplicity.

When she begins her novel, Immersion, which she realizes much later “is also a 126-page poem,” she says, contemplating an ashtray in the library at her elbow (many years ago, 1969, University of Chicago) : 

“I will search out, find, and resurrect the way I saw the world as a very young child – a world in which categories did not yet exist, in which there was no context, no expectation, no reason not to look at the unimportant details of things as well as the important ones…”

The story of her life leading up to and after discovering that process is unique and fascinating, but can be summed up as the Cosmic Truth she gleaned from it: “So out of great pain came a great gift.”

Follow her path to and from that, with a number of her fine poems along the way. GOOD!

(Published as “Six Creative! Human! Dynamic! Solutions!” in Knox Book Beat, The Berkeley Times, 21 September, 2023.)

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Grilikhes’ The Presence of Rhythm

The Presence of Rhythm in the Flow of Time

The Presence of Rhythm in the Flow of Time by Phyllis Grilikhes
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Phyllis Grilikhes’ The Presence of Rhythm in the Flow of Time from Regent Press is an eclectic resource of illustrations, photographs, mini-biographies and references by a dancer, pianist, tapestry maker, teacher and psychologist.

She chooses examples of people and movements influencing Western and American culture, basing them/us in the rhythms of our bodies, child development, family patterns, psychological and cultural theories; winding up with “Culture and Rhythm,” “Creating One’s Own Rhythm,” “Synesthesia” and “Improvisation.” Gathering in Oliver Sacks, Edna St. Vincent Millais, Louis Armstrong, Bob Dylan, The Beats, Karen Horney, Abraham Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs and much more.

Poetry, Music, Women’s Voices, Bonding and Storytelling all get their chapters and reflections; but when she gets to “Dance – Rhythm in Movement,” she displays her true forte.

Once I let go to her modest expertise and slim synopses in the other arts and artists as a “wide-screen” production, I saw Presence as a really fascinating, erudite and personal review of human creative experimentation and select genius over the past century and a half. 

Subject listed under “Cultural Anthropology,” (not the Arts) it does not profess to be encyclopedic in any sense, frankly exploring her own penchants for “Possible Pathways” “Vibrant Styles and Non-Conformity” that open out to the world.

Beautiful.

(Published as “Six Creative! Human! Dynamic! Solutions!” in Knox Book Beat, The Berkeley Times, 21 September, 2023.)


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Tuesday, April 30, 2024

Oakland History Center Librarian: Dorothy Lazard

What You Don’t Know Will Make a Whole New World: A Memoir

What You Don’t Know Will Make a Whole New World: A Memoir by Dorothy Lazard
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

from “Healing Self, Others, the World,” Knox Book Beat, The Berkeley Times, 24 August, 2023

Dorothy Lazard’s What You Don’t Know Will Make a Whole New World: A Memoir, from Heyday Press, Berkeley, tells a “Negro” St. Louis girl’s journey to life in San Francisco and Oakland during the 1960s and 70s where she astutely puzzled her way through many aspects of the laundry list of cultural woes

(racism, childhood and adult trauma, sexism, gender bias, climate disaster, police militarism, domestic abuse, physical and mental illness, poverty, immigrant and native genocides, legal and political corruption)

afflicting humans then and now. She survived.


These challenges in her family and world, however, come to us through the eyes and heart of a defiantly authentic, sharply intelligent and sensitively perceptive little girl becoming a young woman, and her family who did their best to make her “stay out of grown folks’ business.”
But she was CURIOUS, SMART and BRAVE.

She had a stint in an all-white Catholic Orphanage, reuniting with her extended family, discovering the Public Library, the power of the written word and fueling her persistent curiosity as she traversed different Black/white strict/loose neighborhoods and school systems that taught her far more than the Three Rs.  

Maybe Resilience, Racial/familial Realities and Resourcing Refuges from loneliness, poverty, violence and prejudice. And Risking the courage and self-esteem to keep on seeking them.

Uncle Shirley, MaDear, Mr. Bear, Aunt Ri, Sarah, Mam’Ella are all there in full, human complexity. A theater of mixed curious, inspiring, loyal, earthy as well as sometimes absent, negligent, creepy and awful caregivers; “the wrong crowd,” teachers, friends and mentors open up in love, joy, pain and all-too-human frailties. She describes them all with clear-eyed honesty and wise consideration of the flaws, world and society she and they were born into and lived in together.

We live through the assassinations of President Kennedy and Dr. King, the Vietnam War as well as “Soul Train” and Billy Dee Williams on TV with “a girl like me, who wanted nothing more than fresh air and freedom.”

Among the “many layers of peace…hippies…church folk…antiwar protestors…Violence seemed to creep into all corners of life during my fifth-grade year…” “student protests, race riots…Paris…Prague…Olympic victory stands.” 

“It seemed everybody was warring for control of somebody or something – a country’s resources, a government, a classroom, or a curfew… tangible things like land, and intangible things like honor and decency.” 

Lazard “tells it like it is,” and tells it like it was.

Well done, well done! She survived. And made HER OWN world, too.

https://www.heydaybooks.com/authors/d...
 

Heyday site – “A librarian for forty years, she joined the staff of the Oakland Public Library in 2000. From 2009 until her retirement in 2021, she was the head librarian of OPL’s Oakland History Center, where she encouraged people of all ages and backgrounds to explore local history.”


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When They Call You a Terrorist: A BLM Memoir

When They Call You a Terrorist: A Black Lives Matter Memoir

When They Call You a Terrorist: A Black Lives Matter Memoir by Patrisse Khan-Cullors

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

from “Healing Self, Others, the World,” Knox Book Beat, The Berkeley Times, 24 August, 2023

When They Call You a Terrorist: A Black Lives Matter Memoir by Patrisse Khan-Cullors and asha bandele, with a foreword by Angela Y. Davis came out in 2017 – 

before the pandemic, but straight out of the Trump Administration’s misogynist white supremacism and the roiling fierceness of the global BLM response to the administration’s flagrant support of militarist police brutality. Born in 1983, Gen-Xs’ Khan-Cullors almost picks up where Lazard’s life enters the “Roots” “cultural rewiring” of the “Say it loud, “I’m Black and I’m proud!”” movements of her teen years and young adulthood from the mid-1970s into the early Ronald Reagan years of the 80s.

Nixon was out, Vietnam carnage pulled back and the Voting Rights Act moved forward; but a wave of conservative legislation, “talk radio” aggressive rhetoric, rogue and regimented law enforcement personnel, surveillance systems, land and property “redevelopment” and drugs flowed (back) into Black neighborhoods and American courtrooms, lashing back at long-awaited and newfound liberties, ridiculing and demonizing homegrown leaders and undermining neighborhood solidarity (much like what’s going on today).

The overlap of BOTH of these women’s brothers being violently targeted and bullied, starting AS CHILDREN, by police; later harassed, imprisoned and terrorized for nonviolent drug/property crimes brought on by addiction, poverty, prejudice, joblessness and the “school-to-prison pipeline” is absolutely heartbreaking.

Lazard and Khan-Cullors’ life stories and their vivid examples and descriptions made not only the rise of hip-hop and rap music during that era much more understandable to me as a raised-white suburban teen and young adult bathed in the earlier Rhythm & Blues in the 60s Marvin Gaye asking “What’s Goin’ On?” in the 70s.
They also clarified sources for the volcanic suppressed rage erupting worldwide post 9/11, to the War on Iraq/ “Weapons of Mass Destruction” folly and decades-long anti-Black and anti-Muslim prejudice that culminated with the exposure of Trayvon Martin, Mike Brown/Ferguson, George Perry Floyd and many others’ murders followed by their killers acquittals or minimum sentencing that sent shock waves through us all over and over in the 2000s.

The police and hyper-militarized ICE “law enforcement” and vigilantes really WERE (and are) going around harassing individuals, families; targeting neighborhoods and killing people under the guise of “self-defense” and “law and order;” fueled by white supremacist, misogynist-dominated 1% corporate authoritarians buying out and propagandizing ultra-conservative, communist and formerly “democratic” politicians and regimes alike.

“Business as usual?” There was no more hiding racism behind Rush Limbaugh and FOX news by 2012-13; it was right there on PBS, global social media and Democracy Now!, just like the Asian peasant civilian casualties’ “collateral damage” had been televised to Lazard and her family on Walter Cronkite 47 years before.


Khan-Cullors and bandele are so succinct, so direct, so well-informed, so passionate; they really ratchet up the stakes tenfold, if not more. Did you know “In 1986 when I am three years old, Ronald Reagan reenergizes the drug war that was started in 1971 by Richard Nixon by further militarizing the police in our communities, which swells the number of Black and Latinx men who are incarcerated?”

“BETWEEN 1982 AND 2000, THE NUMBER OF PEOPLE LOCKED UP IN THE STATE OF CALIFORNIA GROWS BY 500 PERCENT… (my caps, wc) A generation of human beings…having no other meaningful role in our nation except as prisoners… And companies pay for the benefit of having prisoners, legally designated by the Constitution as slaves, forced to do their bidding. Forget American factory workers. Prisoners are cheaper than even offshoring jobs to eight-year-old children in distant lands…Victoria’s Secret, Whole Foods, AT&T and Starbucks.” !!!!

“And it will be nearly a quarter of a century before my home state is forced, under consent decree, to reduce the number of people it’s locked up, signaling, we hope, the end of what will eventually be called the civil rights crisis of our time.”

If and when one is released, there is “no infrastructure that existed to help secure either …re-entry or mental health.” “In California there are more than 4,800 barriers to re-entry, from jobs, housing and food bans, to school financial aid bans and the list goes on. You can have a two-year sentence, but it doesn’t mean you’re not doing life.”

She’s read James Baldwin, Toni Morrison, bell hooks, Octavia Butler and Malcolm X WAY before she’s graduated from high school. A generation after Lazard’s brother was in prison outside Chicago in 1974 for minor “gang-related” activities, Khan-Cullors’ brother Monte was tortured and beaten in prison in 2006; accused of a “third strike” for offenses he committed during a fender-bender traffic stop, manic episode or did not commit at all.

He could have gotten life in prison. He was 28 years old. He appeared in court incapacitated, strapped to a gurney, face covered by a spit-guard, “in a full psychotic break,” unable to say anything except to call out “MOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” when he groggily perceives his Mother is there.

“Here is all of our family’s pain on full blast before people who hate us.”

Khan-Cullors goes to work, she’s learned “walk-on-water faith” “lessons from the Strategy Center about how to organize in the face of overwhelming odds,” does pre-crowd-sourcing family, friend and neighbor fundraising to get a retainer to replace her brother’s wimpy, ill-informed Public Defender with an attorney that is willing and able get one of his “strikes” expunged. 

“I refuse to be intimidated.” RIGHT ON!

She has huge empathy and support for her parents, family, co-workers and neighbors. Her Mother can only say “I feel so guilty,” but Khan-Cullors responds, “What did she ever do except love us and work for us, two, three jobs at a time, and worship and follow rules, while her own (Jehovah’s Witness) family turned its back on her?...Is this what it is to be a mother who has to carry the weight of having to protect her children in a world that is conspiring to kill them?”

Wealthy white boys STILL avoid arrest, family trauma and stay out of jail far more than Black, Latinx and Native Americans do, even though they deal as much or more drugs, commit as many rapes, assaults and petty property and traffic offenses. As they have for decades, centuries.

“We live between Twin Towers of Poverty and the Police,” Khan-Cullors says.
“What is the impact of not being valued?
How do you measure the loss of what a human being does not receive?
My father was part of a generation of Black men who spent a lifetime watching hope and dreams shoved just out of their reach until it seemed normal, the way it just was. I lost my father at a time when 2.2 million people had gone missing on our watch, buried in prisons that were buried in small towns, but somehow and unbelievably this man kept coming back.
He kept coming back.
He kept coming back.”


When Monte gets out of prison, does well for a while and then trashes his girlfriend’s house in another manic episode; Khan-Cullors gathers their older brother, her husband and other friends, finally talking Monte into voluntarily going in to the hospital for treatment.
“We have navigated this situation with no police involvement…this is what community control looks like…
This is what the love of Black men looks like.
This is what our Black yesterday once looked like.
And I think: If we are to survive, this is what our future must look like.”

This happened seven years BEFORE George Zimmerman is acquitted of all charges in Trayvon Martin’s murder and protests erupt.

Anti-racist Facebook friend Alicia Garza writes to her, “I continue to be surprised at how little Black lives matter… I will NEVER give up on us. NEVER.”
Khan-Cullors writes back with a hashtag #BlackLivesMatter. They start working with Opal Tometi, organizer for Black Alliance for Just Immigration she says, “we are going to begin organizing.” and

“I write: I hope it impacts more than we can ever imagine.”


YES, YES, YES Patrisse, Alicia and Opal. It certainly does… YOU CERTAINLY DID! Thank you!

P. S. “We call our organization Dignity and Power Now.
And in 2016 we establish the first civilian oversight board of the LA County Sheriff’s Department.”

(Foreword) When They Call You a Terrorist: A Black Lives Matter Memoir (2017) St. Martin’s Publishing Group, New York, NY. () https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Patriss... () June 20, 1983 (age 43) Los Angeles.


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Warren: Flash Point- A Firefighter's Journey through PTSD

 Flash Point: A Firefighter's Journey Through PTSDFlash Point: A Firefighter's Journey Through PTSD by Christy Warren  My rating: 5 of 5 stars

“Healing Self, Others, the World,” Knox Book Beat, The Berkeley Times, 24 August, 2023

Christy Warren’s Flash Point: A Firefighter's Journey Through PTSD (2023) from Berkeley’s She Writes Press carries the same simplicity, gripping readability, active description and emotional urgency as does Khan-Cullors’ and bandele’s Terrorist, but in a somewhat different venue.

Warren had a “chaotic” youth, familiar with “child neglect and parental anger” who earned praise, respect and a captainship as a Berkeley first responder and “loved the job;” but eventually slid into perfectionism, hyper-vigilance and uncontrollable anger that barely covered her relentless self-blame, despair at “never being good enough,” exhaustion, increased alcohol consumption and nightmare flashbacks in which she “became completely overwhelmed.”

I recognized her “magical thinking” family position immediately, as well as her constant internal “images” of her assumed “failures” where “I was supposed to fix and save everyone whose life intersected with mine,” “never-show-weakness” stoicism, self-punishing agony of “this shouldn’t be happening to me” and “Whatever I did, I was always letting someone down… I based my self-worth on making everyone happy.”

Luckily, my extremely visceral reaction to the “wound cleaning” video in our nursing assistant class “weeded me out” from being a first responder. Other choices I’d made about my strength, heroism in matters of childbirth, health and parenting and shame and fear about “weakness” in the face of huge odds had not always been so clear-cut!

The difficulty of seeking help, accepting her subsequent PTSD diagnosis, leave of absence, support, therapeutic, group, legal and peer counseling sounded like it took years from the perpetually resistant interior monologue in Warren’s head, but actually was less than that. “My heart wanted to get better, but my head did not believe I deserved to.”

Mental panic, “ruminating” and “I can’t do this” eventually waffled back and forth with “Stop minimizing everything you’ve been through,” “Give yourself the very same grace you give others,” “letting go” here and there and accepting “I was the one who had to find hope… No one else could save me. I had to save myself.”

Role models of her fellow first responders’ shared stories of visceral horror, guilt, shame, struggle and survival alongside how they and folks like Anthony Ray Hinton, 30 years on death row finally exonerated “survived…by monitoring the dialogue in his head” encouraged her to keep going, “do something,” “Behave your way out. Take action.”

“PTSD leaves a path of destruction,” she admits, but she was “lucky,” active, healthy and well-positioned enough to RECOGNIZE she had a problem, REACH OUT and do pretty well at ADDRESSING it.


At least I and quite a few other people not only think she did VERY well, but maybe spectacularly in a humanity and support groups where almost “Everyone… had a craptacular childhood. I had been protecting this great secret of how I was raised, when so many others held onto this same secret that grew into a garden of shame.”  

One wise person I came in contact with in this past decade of self-analysis called self-help, trauma healing and therapy “figuring out and finding ‘where the corpses are buried’ personally and ancestrally; inspecting, holding and re-interring them with more understanding, depth, respect, caring and dignity.”

In that and for Warren, “I am not alone in this” was a recurring revelation and gift. Gratitude, kindness and compassion became her watchwords – for others AND herself. “I was going to catch myself when I didn’t want to ask for help. I was going to stop myself when I lacked self-compassion.”

She did not go back to her job, but wrote this WONDERFUL memoir pertinent to and accessible by pretty much EVERYONE. 

Next book on our list: The Myth of Normal, by Gabor Maté?

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Exiled: by Katya Cengel - Cambodian-Americans

Exiled: From the Killing Fields of Cambodia to California and Back

Exiled: From the Killing Fields of Cambodia to California and Back by Katya Cengel
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

from “Healing Self, Others, the World,” Knox Book Beat, The Berkeley Times, 24 August, 2023.

Katya Cengel’s Exiled: From the Killing Fields of Cambodia to California and Back (2018) makes a good effort at exploring a sticky immigration policy problem after the horrific four-year plus of the Pol Pot Khmer Rouge Communist Peoples Party regime slaughtered somewhere between 1.5 and 3 million of their own people out of 8 million between 1975 and 1979. Like the Nazis in Poland, China’s “Cultural Revolution,” European invasions (“settlement”) of North and South America (Africa, Asia…), Julius Caesar in Britain and other “successful” (insane) empire builders -- Pol Pot’s genocide began by sending adventurous, propagandized and viciously “loyal” militia members and officers to round up the wealthy bourgeoisie, intellectuals, cultural creatives, “foreigners,” minority religious members and community organizers. If you didn’t “convert” and “buy in,” you were “eliminated” by various horrific means. 

In Cambodia, this caused chaotic mass emigration to nearby countries, particularly Vietnam and Thailand, and “political policy” spread to removals of workers, craftspeople and the peasantry from cities and homes, more “killing field” executions, starvation, agrarian work camps, death marches, disease and constant terror.

In the U.S., we had pulled out of Vietnam and ended up funding succeeding regimes in the “cold war” disruption that ensued. Our fluctuations in immigration policies paralleling the “Law and Order” expansion of courts and police powers clamping down on domestic drug and property crimes at that time caused many Cambodians who had emigrated to run afoul of the authorities here and face deportation in the ensuing 45+ years, like many of the “dreamers” who thought they were citizens already or misunderstood English, the complex, ever-changing laws and often struggled to find sustainable work and healthy living conditions.

The Trump administration exacerbated problems, and the families Cengel follows diligently, if not vividly descriptively, seem mostly cast adrift in a sea of misunderstanding; social, mental and physical illness caused by uprootedness, stress, poverty, cultural and racial prejudice, ancestral memory and/or PTSD.

This omnipresent fear, despair, struggle and visceral family memory unfortunately renders Cengel’s subject interviewees, insecurely isolated in a foreign land and language, almost mute, flat and unsympathetic to her readers. They literally “can’t talk about it” to us, even as Cengel tries valiantly to show them to us. 

This is the legacy of Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, the result of terror and abuse; which is almost impossible to “undo,” and vastly afflicts so many humans; individually, nationwide and globally.

This is a thorough piece of journalism and research, but unfortunately neither draws us in empathetically nor moves us towards a mindset or set of personal or political actions that might change this situation for her subjects.  

Maybe there are other ways for her and the community to make their distress better known, so that they can take action and changes can be made on a broader scale?

University of Nebraska Press, Lincoln, NE.


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How Robert R. Abbott Unlearned "Guy" Habits

APPETITE FOR RISK What It Is, Who Has It & How I Survived: An Adventure Memoir

APPETITE FOR RISK What It Is, Who Has It & How I Survived: An Adventure Memoir by Robert R. Abbott
My rating: 4 of 5 stars
(from “Healing Self, Others, the World,” Knox Book Beat, The Berkeley Times, 24 August, 2023) 

Robert R. Abbott Appetite for Risk: What It Is, Who Has It & How I Survived / An Adventure Memoir (2023) Regent Press, Berkeley, CA is the “confessional” memoir by a heterosexual man I’ve been waiting decades for. Kerouac may have started the serious “guy book” interior monologue craze, but Abbott really uses it to examine what academia, world travel, social change and the Sexual Revolution taught him about gender roles, money, values, addictions and eventually about his real self; the motives for and results of his actions on other people and the world, the interior and exterior paths to good health, a balanced lifestyle, more authentic relationships and even spiritual peace. 

He has the same persistent curiosity as Lazard; sheer, passionate, outspoken quick thinking as Khan-Cullors, the daring “life-on-the-edge” addiction Warren does and cross-cultural paradoxes the Cambodian émigrés of Cengel’s Exiled do, often blindsided by the obvious. As far as the book goes, he comes out of it in his eighties not quite “smelling like a rose,” but at least honest about his foibles, “learning experiences” and grateful for his embrace of a more spiritual and “common sense” lifestyle. A very good peek into "an interesting mind at work" (D. H. Lawrence) in an exciting life.


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AVOTCJA! With Every Step I Take

With Every Step I Take

 With Every Step I Take by Avotcja

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

from "Poetry Feast," Knox Book Beat, The Berkeley Times 27 July, 2023.

Avotcja read and sang out brilliantly at the Hillside Club Al Young Memorial Tribute, Something About the Blues, and I got her Every Step at the Bay Area Book Festival.
I have to say it’s really the most MOVING and TRUTHFUL of all these collections save Julia’s, and the most personally resonant of the Bay and the United States people and an era who and which MUST be remembered, continued and preserved.

A Walt Whitman for our times, she rolls and thunders with Anansi tricksters, “Ebony, Tall, Fine;” street-smart and Biblical rhythms; bold, naked sacred sexuality, love, family and nature fed and uplifted and the liars, cheats, vampires, sexists, racists, silencers and narrow-minded money-grubbers and drug-addled fools revealed to the light and down to their hells.
Our Ancestors are crying & our children are dying!!!

Vital and vibrant are the colors, celebrations, personalities and life-and-death stories she portrays; Schefler’s simple and perfect drawings accompanying like visual berimbau and tambourines. Feel the beat, melody, body and sounds in her every word. These are all made to be READ OUT LOUD!
She made me want to shout, “TELL IT LIKE IT IS, WOMAN!” on just about every sorrowful, exuberant, furious, hot, hilarious, terrible and powerful page.

The rhythm of our innocence, the beauty of the melody that was us. Days when we cared enough to be a community & the Conga Drums were the heartbeat of the streets on our side of town…
Uncomfortably, we return to the uncomfortable, trying to remind the living they’re alive. Like stubborn lyrical phantoms we return. We! Like unstoppable rhythms, we’re on a “mission” to rekindle the faith in the part of us that has none…
We come back to drop the necessary flavor into the pot. We are the missing spice needed to rebuild our lives… It’s going to take all of us, each & every one of us & we have absolutely nothing to lose but our losses!


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DlA-k... Something About the Blues, Al Young Memorial Tribute, Hillside Club, Berkeley CA. 3 June, 2023

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Poetry Feast #3 Judy Wells at the Musée d’Orsay

 

Night at the Musée d'Orsay: Poems of Paris & Other Great European CitiesNight at the Musée d'Orsay: Poems of Paris & Other Great European Cities by Judy Wells
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Regent Press produced both Night at the Musée d’Orsay and The Socialist’s Garden of Verses, but Wells’ volume of travel, culture and art narrative musings is like Zaccardi’s in classic stylishness compared to Bernard’s “Penguin Editions” smaller size and typeset, which is more of a pungent “pocket volume” for the bus, train or Saturday afternoon. I liked them both.

Wells read at the 2727 Gallery for Poetry Flash in June, and we were both fortunate to travel to Europe as young women language and literature students, and then again in the last decade or so. Comparing the views, remembering the tones, reflecting on how our lives, relationships and perspectives have shifted and/or persisted.

Now she can lament
The beautiful child
The Infanta Margarita
that Velasquez painted…
betrothed at 15…
died at age 21---
worn out by endless births
and miscarriages...
I gasped when I read…


comes straight out of the feminist revolution that came in between. Her appreciation of her Mother’s recent passing, traveling with “surrealist” poet husband Dale Jensen and viewing and reviewing the lives, landscapes and works of Kafka, Renoir, Hundertwasser:

He wanted irrational beauty
echo the universality of love, music and suffering as communities celebrated deaths, concerts, readings and rites of passage in Paris, Ravenna and the Czech Republic.

St Francis, like
Allen Ginsberg, stripped naked
to start his new life…

strikes her in “On Viewing Giotto’s Mural”

reeling back to my own adolescence
when I was a believer
when I learned my catechism
so I could answer any question
the Bishop might ask me…


in “Pentecost in Orvieto.”

Very fine!


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Joseph Zaccardi’s Songbirds of the Nine Rivers

Songbirds of the Nine Rivers

 Songbirds of the Nine Rivers by Joseph Zaccardi

My rating: 4 of 5 stars   #2 from "Poetry Feast," a Knox Book Beat review from 27 July 2023, The Berkeley Times

Zaccardi found a collection of Chinese and Vietnamese poetry in his U.S. Navy ship’s library in 1966 which “seemed to flow in and out with my breath as I read them.” He doesn’t imitate or translate poems, but chapters his verses under the names of poets he admired as an 18-year-old medic who “looked around (Vietnam) and (wisely) said. ‘We can’t win this thing.’” 


The characters I paint take time.
What unrolls from the left hand is revealed to the right hand.
gives us an imagery that sounds like Confucian scholar and master military strategist Nguyễn Trᾶi, but he then follows it with a somewhat detached Western ego and philosophical questioning:

At times like these I know our dead are not dead to us.
They stand at the edge of our dreams urging us on.

 
At his best, he lets the images speak:
The trail has been long. Sleeping, I clutch my sword,
Dream of distant gardens, of unattended chrysanthemums.

 

This beautiful book from Sixteen Rivers holds wonderful fables, sad but good wistfulness, curious and strange repetitions. Bravo!


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Poetry Feast - #1 Julia Vinograd

 

When God Gets Drunk and Other PoemsWhen God Gets Drunk and Other Poems by Julia Vinograd
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Poetry Feast -- from a Knox Book Beat review July 27, 2023, The Berkeley Times.
When God Gets Drunk by Julia Vinograd with art by Chris Trian: a brisk aperitif. Joseph Zaccardi’s Songbirds of the Nine Rivers, Avotcja’s With Every Step I Take 2 with artwork by Eliza Land Shefler a main course, and Judy Wells’ Night at the Musée d’Orsay: Poems of Paris and Other Great European Cities winding up international and local poetry styles and subjects. Christopher Bernard’s The Socialist’s Garden of Verses the slightly bitter but balancing digestif.
We love you, Julia. A true Poetry Goddess of the Streets of Berkeley, California for many, many years. Short reviews of the others follow.


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